the wierdest

day.

this is about day that was really wiered basicly after bing at school i realised i needed bigger prints of photos for my fmp, so i left early from school and made my way to the photo developing place but on my way i was thinking about a dead crow which i had taken a picture of and then this black bird just flow out from the bars in a bar fence into the middel of a bissuy road and went strait under a van this made me feel really sad and also a bit sick. then whille i was in the photographers i saw this tramp take out his dick from his flys and whille sitting on the bench he pissed into the street this was like the most sereal thing just seeing it but yeah this blog post is more for myself to remember this. but a littel off topic thing me and my brother where talking about people who go to partys and take staged possed picture for facebook and about how wiered that actully is one because you go through all that effort to take it two becasue you are doing it so that you look cool and three because what are you gonna do look back at all your photos and be like yeah that was the time i was pretending to have fun yep another i really didn't have fun at all did i no, no i didn't. we were really suprised when we found out about people who do this

Jack Bzwosky

this is a love blog after that other hate blog that i wrote about my best bud jack in which i made him look like a prick. basicly i am really happy that jack was joking about the podcast thing and all that stuff about me creating stuff to do with the podcast was basicly a lie i just get really mad sometimes and insted of saying fuck you at the time i will remember and save it up (i never foget and i never fogive), just so you know this is a lie also i always foget thing for instence today i fogot the name of a girl which i have know for about 3 years. i was talking to her and micher and i was thinking the whole time god i hope that i don't have to say her name and justt as i was leaving and thinking i had got away with it, i must have given it away that i didn't remember her name bacause she said zak whats my name and i was shitting myself it became apparent after 1 min that i didn't know and then i felt so embarised. anyway i will atempt to get people back at a later time, revange is a dish best served cold. for example i am going to so get fearghall back in the podcast for saying my haircut was quir. also yeah jack gives/lets me borrow monye all the time and he bought one of my drawings although i think he bought it because it is really shit and it made him laugh laods but yeah im just going to say that all the monye i owe him is in payment of that art piece (some simalar art pices are going to be prizes in our poodcast). other things that are cool about jack errr he trys to better me and help me for example my music tast, spelling/gramma cheecking and also not sure if he knows this but he also helps me think of better themes behind my art and he helps me to draw better not on perpose but i always look at what he is doing when he is painting to see what things i could do to improve ie skin tones ect. but yeah that is the end of this blog. bye bye.

Recently:

I have been doing painting and photography, painting is good but also very annoying because I am getting passes and stuff because I am not evaluating enough even though they said this project was much more practical based and we didn’t have to do much writing. Photography is good I am really enjoying it and getting good grades, I’ll include a painting and a photo from these projects.




Recently I have realised that jack is a little bitch, it funny because he is my only follower so I’m basically just telling him he is a little bitch. But yeah the reason is because he makes friends that I was friends with first basically bully me two examples of this are TJ and Dean TJ says that I am a shit and Dean kicks me up the ass and crushes my sandwiches for his amusement so far this is it but I bet he has been training Anthony (he was jacks friend first) to bully me even though he wouldn’t hurt a fly. Next friend we have in comment I’m going to make slap jack in the face and burn his dick for my amusement.

Men and jack and Anthony have made a podcast which continues from one jack and Anthony made about a year ago, I can’t remember who came up with the idea to have a podcast (me or jack) jack says it was him so I’ll believe him but it was my idea to have 3 main people (I said me dean and jack or me Anthony and jack) and special guests like st spirits not sure who’s idea it was to have Liam or Kevin on it but still it was my idea to have special guests. And he says that making a plain was his idea even though I remember saying on a train ride that we should plain parts of it out and stuff but yeah he did get a pen and paper and make the list on the actual day and write stuff down which is maybe what he means. I don’t know why I am talking about this maybe it is just because jack keeps talking about kicking me off the podcast and replacing me like a prick and I feel resentful and won’t to separate my ideas from jacks and make a rival podcast MAHA HA HAH, although it will probably be shit because it will probably not have dean as a main person because he would be skate boarding all the time (and he would just kick me and crush my food anyway) and I have no idea of who to use for another person maybe just Kevin. But yeah I really like the podcast but I am having doubts about my role on the podcast and as to how funny/entertaining I am but maybe this is just because of jack the prick who is also trying to make me the Karl Pilkington of the show. Yeah this is the end about bitching of jack the blog

ps can't put photography photo in for some reason

one's life history and things he shouldn't

PROSE & CONS OF IPOD

Alright I have a new IPod which is a classic 160GB third hand so it has loads of scratches on the back but this is not a problem because I don’t really care about that also I have bought a protection thing for it which is good.

List of cons.
1. IPod earphones are very painful.
2. You can’t just get music off them unless you have special software
3. The touch wheel will not respond if you have cold fingers
4. Need new earphones which can drawn out screaming children
5. I need to figure out how to add stuff in on the go lists that I have made from previous days if there is a way.

List of pros.
1. You can listen to all you music will on the go
2. Really cool listening to playlist
3. Makes an otherwise boring journey interesting
4. Has some entertaining games
5. You can listen to music what more could you won’t
6. It has a rechargeable battery meaning you do not need to waste more money on batteries.
7. You can also watch thing like southpark

In summary the iPod is good very good much better than other shitty mp3 player but they could have frocked out a bit more money in making the earphones more comfortable.

Lately I have been very tiered and not bothered with life I just kinda wake and lie there feeling really board and dissatisfied with everything maybe it is just the prospect that I should have done so much more by now or the looming pressure of having to make up my mind on what I won’t to do next year and I am a bit fed up with school because it is like am I really achieving anything I mean yeah there are the odd bits of work which I like doing and which helps me develop but its the constant onslaught of work which I have to do in order to get a grade that really brings stuff down and it is not like I am learning from doing it or I am producing anything that I consider good. I think that I am going to try to do more stuff just for me but it is hard when I have to do so much art homework it’s like 8-10 hours a week that’s a whole day then I am meant to do 5 hours a week of math’s which would rain another day which basically means that I have a two day weekend of doing more work. I am slightly sick of how much our economy forces people to go to uni I mean it used to be commonplace that most people didn’t go to college let alone uni. Man it would be so much better if that was still the case and also a lot more people didn’t go to uni but it didn’t matter because you could get the job you wanted and you would learn what you needed on the job but now like 50% of jobs require a degree or higher.

I met my dad the other day and I haven’t really seen him for about a year and I felt really awkward but then we arranged to see each other the following Tuesday and I have just meet with him it was nice he toke me and my brother to the cinema and we talked a lot but there were still awkward silences and it felt a bit unnatural, but it did remind me of when I was younger and he used to take me to school because we went on the same bus which we used to get on when we were on the way to school.
One is rather hungry so one is going to go before one relates one’s life history and thing he shouldn’t

brook's

Yeah so I went to Brooks’s house the other day because it was his 18th birthday, it made me think about how soon I will be 18 and that is a bit weird, like I will actually be an adult in the eyes of the world. Anyway his party was fun it was a thing just for family and close friends we had a nice meal that was made by Brook’s younger brother Elwood the nicest part of the meal was this hot chocolate which had like a bar of chocolate that was melted into it, it was so delicious. But yeah we had a bottle of chaplain to celebrate and the talk was pretty good. The best thing of that party was how everyone just kept saying Fearghall was confused and then Peter done an impression of Fearghall introducing himself and said “hello my name is Fearghall and I am confused” and I said if you added sexually then it would have been perfect. But yeah so on Friday the 18th the 6th series of peepshow is on, yeah my life is like marks. They should write a book for social retards like us I mean… well maybe I just need to read a book about how to start a conversation with girls and then how to make them like me enough to go out with me or consider going out with me. But yeah anyway I know lets all become philosophers and ask questions of the world. This is a short blog need to write a bit more to fill it out errrm yeah at the party fearghall said that he saw Lisa Hannigan on the tv and that he liked her “she has a good voice” and he said that it was good that I finally like music and that he can talk to me about it witch was cool. And I have booked a open day at goldsmiths on the 4th of November and yeah I need to book more I also need to apply to different foundation courses just incases I don’t get into uni or I chose to take an extra year. Well that is it sorry about the length I am really “tiered and unhappy” no but I am really tiered and my eyes are sore so sorry again about the size of you penis Fearghall JK yeah bye (dose the cool wave)

My blogs are inconsistent, sorry

So new things I have a last.FM page now, I have loved most tracks that I like on an album which is a lot for some albums maybe I should have just have just loved album definers and/or best songs but now I’v started I don’t really wanna stop. I had a good Summer Holiday I have never been outside the UK but for me a good holiday is when I see friends a lot and do fun things bad holidays are when I sit at home being bored shitless. Went to see District 9 as the last thing for my holiday, District 9 was a good film, on the surface it is about a an alien race which has landed on earth and have been made to live in slums to stop them from integrating with the general public. Later you find out that one of the aliens is trying to leave earth and go home with the rest of his people this is a film that has references to the racism. In the film they call the aliens “prawns” because they scavenge food and look a bit like a sea creature, this reminds me of another film where they call this religious group roaches and it seem like the country has turned against them and they try to kill this man’s wife and children and so he hides them in his hotel then he feel compelled to let others hid out there.

So yeah the holidays went quick and on the last day I stayed up till 1:30 doing home work and they didn’t seem to care about it that much witch was annoying. But yeah scared as to what I am going to do after collage like as in what uni I will go to should I even go ect. Felling really tired. Whishing I was better at piano but knowing that I have to work for it. A thought is that the more that you practice at something the better you get, like when drawing the more you do it/the more you look at a specific thing in drawing the better you get at it this is how the old painters who painted portraits their whole life got so good but the problem is that sometimes you get bored and what a change of scenery you want to change your life completely.Well.

being sick at fearghalls also other stuff

Work experience has been fun the actual work is alright but the main reason for it being fun is the fact that Dean and Jack are there, over the past few days me and Dean have slipped over in funny ways. I slipped over running away from Jack in a corridor I tried to turn a corner and because I was running pretty fast and the corridor was narrow I carried on going forward while turning and so slipped over, it was apparently comical to see as i was laughing like a retard, then the next day Dean slipped on a stone while we where outside it was funny but not that funny but strait after he fell backwards into a large (enough for a human) empty flower box me and Jack burst out laughing it was so funny, the rest of the day he kept nearly falling over and me and Jack kept laughing. Its a bit embarrassing because one time in class I had a bit of BO and ever since then Dean rinses me calling me BO boy but I mean it wasn’t really my felt I have never had BO like that before it was really weird also I had no deodorant to cover it up because I don’t really need it but now I am paranoid and I bring deodorant with me just in case but it hasn’t happed again. But this is where I get my own back Dean is now known as scaly hand on account of his hands being so rough and dry. I felt sorry for Jack though because I found a few gray hairs on his head and he is only 17 it makes me worried that I will get gray hair some day soon and also I felt a bit bad because me and Dean where saying how he was an old man.

The work experience is now finished my favourite part was making fish out of aluminium cans as this was not as monotonous as making the waves where all we did was thread fabric through some kind of netting.

Went to fearghalls it was alright but is sad because Liam has been chucked out of tree surgeon college I feel bad for him but he seems not to care that much he seems to be mega popular and also allowed to do what ever he want he like stay out for days and stuff. it was really annoying though because after a bear I through up on fearghalls wall I think it was because I was ill with swine flu because a day or two after I was sick at my house it made me scared I was going to die but at least I wasn't going to die with gray hair like jack (just kidding) but yeah I am better now. Also at fearghalls we played monopoly which was fun and also the usual wii games (golf and brawl).

Went back to school been making sock puppets which is ok but slightly painless our sock puppet kicks ass though. but it was really annoying because I was doing a back drop and I needed help paining it jack painted the pool balls and put shadows on them then he was like oh look at my amazing shadows you weren’t going to put shadows and I said yes I was but he just dismissed it and was like oh yeah well why did you look at the image to check and I was just checking to see where he should put them but then I just said yeah because I assumed he know how to do shadows. Then he got people to say what their favourite part of the painting was and obviously they said the poll ball because they where centre focuses and they where basically on a plinth of green. I mean most people are goanna say the thing that draws your eye because it is different from the stuff around it happening to be green. And it annoying because it has happened before when he showed me how to do a shadow on photoshop and everyone said nice shadow. From now on I will not let jack colour in help shade or paint anything because he is a bitch that chose centre focuses stuff. I mean I am glade that he helped me with the photoshop stuff and the comments about the shadow where ok but to choice the poll balls which are the interesting part and then get everyone to say how great they are god.

Well that is the end.