brook's

Yeah so I went to Brooks’s house the other day because it was his 18th birthday, it made me think about how soon I will be 18 and that is a bit weird, like I will actually be an adult in the eyes of the world. Anyway his party was fun it was a thing just for family and close friends we had a nice meal that was made by Brook’s younger brother Elwood the nicest part of the meal was this hot chocolate which had like a bar of chocolate that was melted into it, it was so delicious. But yeah we had a bottle of chaplain to celebrate and the talk was pretty good. The best thing of that party was how everyone just kept saying Fearghall was confused and then Peter done an impression of Fearghall introducing himself and said “hello my name is Fearghall and I am confused” and I said if you added sexually then it would have been perfect. But yeah so on Friday the 18th the 6th series of peepshow is on, yeah my life is like marks. They should write a book for social retards like us I mean… well maybe I just need to read a book about how to start a conversation with girls and then how to make them like me enough to go out with me or consider going out with me. But yeah anyway I know lets all become philosophers and ask questions of the world. This is a short blog need to write a bit more to fill it out errrm yeah at the party fearghall said that he saw Lisa Hannigan on the tv and that he liked her “she has a good voice” and he said that it was good that I finally like music and that he can talk to me about it witch was cool. And I have booked a open day at goldsmiths on the 4th of November and yeah I need to book more I also need to apply to different foundation courses just incases I don’t get into uni or I chose to take an extra year. Well that is it sorry about the length I am really “tiered and unhappy” no but I am really tiered and my eyes are sore so sorry again about the size of you penis Fearghall JK yeah bye (dose the cool wave)

My blogs are inconsistent, sorry

So new things I have a last.FM page now, I have loved most tracks that I like on an album which is a lot for some albums maybe I should have just have just loved album definers and/or best songs but now I’v started I don’t really wanna stop. I had a good Summer Holiday I have never been outside the UK but for me a good holiday is when I see friends a lot and do fun things bad holidays are when I sit at home being bored shitless. Went to see District 9 as the last thing for my holiday, District 9 was a good film, on the surface it is about a an alien race which has landed on earth and have been made to live in slums to stop them from integrating with the general public. Later you find out that one of the aliens is trying to leave earth and go home with the rest of his people this is a film that has references to the racism. In the film they call the aliens “prawns” because they scavenge food and look a bit like a sea creature, this reminds me of another film where they call this religious group roaches and it seem like the country has turned against them and they try to kill this man’s wife and children and so he hides them in his hotel then he feel compelled to let others hid out there.

So yeah the holidays went quick and on the last day I stayed up till 1:30 doing home work and they didn’t seem to care about it that much witch was annoying. But yeah scared as to what I am going to do after collage like as in what uni I will go to should I even go ect. Felling really tired. Whishing I was better at piano but knowing that I have to work for it. A thought is that the more that you practice at something the better you get, like when drawing the more you do it/the more you look at a specific thing in drawing the better you get at it this is how the old painters who painted portraits their whole life got so good but the problem is that sometimes you get bored and what a change of scenery you want to change your life completely.Well.