My blogs are inconsistent, sorry

So new things I have a last.FM page now, I have loved most tracks that I like on an album which is a lot for some albums maybe I should have just have just loved album definers and/or best songs but now I’v started I don’t really wanna stop. I had a good Summer Holiday I have never been outside the UK but for me a good holiday is when I see friends a lot and do fun things bad holidays are when I sit at home being bored shitless. Went to see District 9 as the last thing for my holiday, District 9 was a good film, on the surface it is about a an alien race which has landed on earth and have been made to live in slums to stop them from integrating with the general public. Later you find out that one of the aliens is trying to leave earth and go home with the rest of his people this is a film that has references to the racism. In the film they call the aliens “prawns” because they scavenge food and look a bit like a sea creature, this reminds me of another film where they call this religious group roaches and it seem like the country has turned against them and they try to kill this man’s wife and children and so he hides them in his hotel then he feel compelled to let others hid out there.

So yeah the holidays went quick and on the last day I stayed up till 1:30 doing home work and they didn’t seem to care about it that much witch was annoying. But yeah scared as to what I am going to do after collage like as in what uni I will go to should I even go ect. Felling really tired. Whishing I was better at piano but knowing that I have to work for it. A thought is that the more that you practice at something the better you get, like when drawing the more you do it/the more you look at a specific thing in drawing the better you get at it this is how the old painters who painted portraits their whole life got so good but the problem is that sometimes you get bored and what a change of scenery you want to change your life completely.Well.